Dec 15, 2009

face first

. Dec 15, 2009 .

salam'alyk
iklan blog .happy days. , he got so many 'cool' links . our days are not that happy . but sometimes , together we can look at the sky , and smile for a while


monolog sendiri . berkhayal bermimpi di siang hari .

penat dan lelah minggu lepas masih terasa . berat . penat dan lesu . seminggu perah otak . beberapa hari 'qiam' dan overdose caffein . hari ni semua qada' . badan memberontak . lesu . slow dan lambat pickup . slow ....
mencari semula . langkah pertama . paling kukuh . paling utuh . lonjak . hilangkan semua risau dan gundah .

tak nk aku asyik tertinggal aje . tau2 kena marah . kantoi . pandai2 tanggung
"ini bukan Padang , jgn bawak balik habit2 buruk ko sini "

kasar ...

-esok hari-

benda jadi lebih teruk . wrong timing . kelas a little bit blurer than before . nk ajer merungut . salahkan sana sini . marah itu ini . hati tak tenteram . mulut diam . hati caci maki . pengecut dan bachol . gedik salah tempat .

" please , u are thinkng the wrong way , all the "dugaan" is a sign that He loves you . dont be ungreatful . there is always a hikmah behind all these problems u are facing . there are always a way . be patience . "

all i can do now is do my best in my studies . eventhou shit happens .

this is my time to change . to be better . to accept this challange . to be brave . to make a change .

to be a better me

Alexumar is down . on the ground . face first . deng~

6 comments:

syukery said...

UMAR!!

chaiyok2!!

hehe...

Hayatul Akma Bolhan said...

umar, i am thinking the same. i want to be a better me, all these while mmg rasa blur dan ketinggalan (in studies). we have to make changes, if not for the world, at least for ourselves. smoga berjaya! =)

knaR said...

leh sy komen? mahu juga.

kata abah sy, " sama juga sprt menanam serai, ade byk benih kita tanam. usaha kita baja, siram air, merumput, meracun dan penghasilan, mecangkul, mencarik, momotong dan membasuh. kita usaha itu semua, tapi masih ada yang elok, ada juga yang rosak. yang penting kita usaha, rezeki Allah tentukan, yakin, rezeki pasti ada."

(n_n)! sy pon xdpt bagus dlm exam lepas, tp dah usaha, sedih tapi puas, percaya pada qada' dan qadar. suke perumpamaan berkebun.

Smoga berjaya!!
Ganbatte ne Omar Kun!!

nightangel87 said...

all the bad habit in padang
hmmm...
not being patient
hmmm...hmmm...
tired...slow...and stress...
hmmm....hmmm...hmmm....

as far as i'm concern you're the most 3rd most patient ppl i've meet...

1st and 2nd is my parents hehe
so you're good at it because i can see it from the way you treat me while at padang....

tired is unavoidable so it depend on how you'll manage it later when you finally adapt it... but i'm still thinking that its lucky to stay padang...

its not like you have all the bad habit in the world...

remember there's no perfect human in this world...

all the best umar hehe

MaRyAm DzuLkifLi said...

chaiyok umar~semua yg berlaku psti ade hikmahnye^^ u can do it^^ always say YES n NEVER say NO....mudah2an Dia permudahkan semuanya~myb 4 umar not now but 4 d future,,we'll never know so fight 4 it k:) all the best "adikku"~hueeee~

[ AlexumaR ] said...

thx for the support .

alhamdulillah i have such good friends . alhamdulillah praise to Him Almighty ..

i know what im feeling and things that happen in my "adventure" life is normal .

to achives somthing is not that easy , to make a change , is not that easy .

to be better is not that easy .

good things does not come easy .

we ... i must fight for it .

thx to all of u . im back again insyallah .

:)) ;)) ;;) :D ;) :p :(( :) :( :X =(( :-o :-/ :-* :| 8-} :)] ~x( :-t b-( :-L x( =))

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